All of Me at the Table

Welcome to the end of European summer. Indian summer as it may feel here in the UK. It has been quite a season for me - stuck in one place, and in many ways, stuck in myself. This time of inner confrontation has become its own teacher. The very session I ran in Plug Back In: “Relationship as Mirror”circled back to me. I had to look in my own mirror.

What emerged were lessons. Many of them. Lessons of surrender. Lessons of allowing the process to unfold, even when I didn’t like what I saw.

For years, I thought of myself as “authentic.” But here’s what I discovered: I had been bypassing the parts of me I didn’t want to meet. The ones I didn’t even acknowledge. I hadn’t realised how much I kept them from the table.

The biggest transformation came when I let them in. The tired, the angry, the tender, the less polished parts. I gave them a chair. A voice. A place beside my more “acceptable” self. And in that moment of co-existence, something whole emerged.

I learned that as long as I was waiting for the world outside to change, or for others to show up to validate me, I was still split. I was still outsourcing safety. Now, the roots of my safety are inside me, in the presence of all parts of me together.

And here’s what surprised me: when my feminine and masculine met at the table, when I allowed scaffolding to hold my flow, life began to move differently. My work feels different. My invitations feel different.

I am no longer desperate for you to sit with me. But I care more deeply than ever. Because I know what this work gives: the mirror that lets you meet yourself.

If this reflection speaks to you, you’re warmly invited to join me in one of my upcoming circles or online sessions. You’ll always find what’s next here: www.kasiaom.com/events

All of me is welcome now. And so is all of you.

With love,

Kasia